homesick

As a kid i never had that homesick feeling. i was always ready and willing to go anywhere for any length of time. well recently i have not been able to see my family for 3 weeks and it is really driving me crazy. i am way beyond homesick it is ridiculious. i never really realized how much my family means to me. i mean i love them more than anything but i never really relized how much i take them for granted. they are so amazing. the last time i went home my mom went out of her way to make me comfortable and i loved it. she was so amazing. she cooked for me even though she wasnt able to eat the food she made because she is on the nutrisystem diet. she threw me a birthday party. which was so much fun and allowed me the chance to see all of my really good friends. she let me sleep late which i highly appreciated since i have 8 o'clock classes every day. it was a time that i felt so relaxed. it was so hard to leave. i came back to school and lately i have been so stressed beyond wits end. i mean i havent really had MANDY time. it has been all school and rush. this weekend i have tried to spend it to myself but i think the boredom is way to overwhelming for me. i used to love to be left alone and just hang out by myself. but since i have come to mc i have found my desire for that social interaction with other people. i wish that i could be with my family and i still have 3 more weeks before i get to see them but i do enjoy the fact that my friends here are trying to make me as comfortable as ever.